journey out of school August 28, 2007
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Oh guess what happened?
Lecture ended at 3.45pm thereabouts. I went to the science bus stop to take 95 home. Okie.. A2 and a couple of buses passed by. After a while, one 95 passed by, loaded with passengers. Fine…maybe I’ll take BTC home instead since it’s impossible to get up 95 at this hour.. So I hopped onto the next A2 which came and went to PGP. Sat at the PGP bus stop to wait for BTC. It was about 4.15, the bus should come soon right? Waited, waited…for almost half an hour, where was the bus?? Finally gave up and hopped onto the next A2 which came (mistook it for an A1). Went around the whole campus, passed by BTC. !@#@!#!!!! Ok… fine. Went all the way to central library bus stop and saw 95 leaving in front of me. OK! FINE!! Took to the bus stop just before science bus stop. Waited for 95, got on it. It was past 5pm!
I took 1 whole bloody hour to get out of campus! ROAR!!!!
Got home at around 5.30pm. A car would have been nice. During the ride around the campus, I saw gazillions of suzuki swifts parked or driving happily around. Rah!!!
Well, I did meet quite a few people and talked to them. BUT STILL…….
dogs & pigs August 26, 2007
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Today’s service was good! Okie…I might.. might just buy the SOTM cds hahaha.. The whole series really encompasses almost everything a christian should live by… I learnt something new today.. Don’t throw pearls to pigs, otherwise they’ll trample them underfoot, turn around and tear you to pieces.
Matthew 7:6 “Do not give what is holy to the dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces.”
Who’re the dogs and pigs?
2 Pet 2:22 But it has happened to them according to the true proverb: “A dog returns to his own vomit,” and, “a sow, having washed, to her wallowing in the mire.”
Dogs like to return to their vomit. They vomit, look at the vomit with disgust, walk around for a while then return to the vomit and lick it up. Pigs have pig nature. You can bathe a pig but it’ll still go back to the mud.
They refer to christians who are backslidden or who have no intention of living a godly and pure life for God. They’ve been redeemed and cleansed of their sins, but after a while, they return to their old lifestyle or to their sins. They have no brokenness, no true repentance.
The verse tells us to open our eyes. There will be people who won’t appreciate holy things. Pearls in the bible refer to precious revelations from God. They’re revelations which you only get after much suffering. After fasting, sacrifice, living for Jesus, you get a revelation because you paid the price.
Don’t share your revelation with everybody. When pearls are offered to pigs, pigs think they are nuts. Pigs will try to eat it, then because it’s inedible, they’ll spit it out and trample on it to try and crush it. Then they’ll look at you indignantly for feeding them something hard and turn on you.
The unconsecrated won’t receive your revelation. They’ll mock at your rhema word! Don’t open your door to them. They won’t treasure it. Revelation is holy. Don’t just throw it around. WISE UP!
Yep this is the part of the sermon which is new to me. I always thought that if I had something good, I should just share it. Didn’t know I couldn’t just share it with just everybody and anybody. Well….. Just don’t be a pig.
The rest of the sermon was great too. But it’ll take a long time to type the entire outline here.
I don’t always have a right mind. Have to stop falling now and then. I want to be single-minded. Rah…
oh well August 25, 2007
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Today’s the first time in 3 months that I didn’t attend saturday service because it was my grandmother’s birthday dinner. Actually wanted to rush down from expo after service like I did in another similar incident, but my mum said I couldn’t reach after 7. Sigh.. I caught the first 20 minutes of the sermon online before I had to leave the house.
It’ll be good when I recover. Then I can exercise again… not that I was regular before but, a little is better than nothing. Endorphins… hahaha
dispensing practical – ointment and pessaries August 23, 2007
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Had a rather fun, albeit disasterous pharmacy law dispensing practical today hahaha. We made emulsifying ointment and pessaries (go check the dictionary if you don’t know what it is).
It was at the last 3 hours of a 8am-5pm day without a break. By God’s grace, my brain was still functioning and I still had plenty of energy. Well, for one, I nearly burnt my hand on hot steam while heating over a water bath and spilled wax liquid all over my partner’s bench and on the floor. It solidified and the aunty had a hard time cleaning it up using hot water to melt it off the floor. Then I had to weigh everything all over again and heat the stuff over the water bath.
The bench was a total mess. I used 4 packets of tissue paper just cleaning apparatus and wiping stuff. Didn’t help that the group B person who used my bench didn’t clean the apparatus properly so the beakers and casserole were dirty with wax and oily substances.
While weighing the glycerol, I spilled it all over my electronic balance. I dropped solids and other liquids onto it as well. Poor balance. Of course I tried cleaning it, but who knows how much damage I did to it. Oh and I weighed out glycerol 3 times because first, I cleaned my beaker of glycerol mistakenly thinking it had water in it instead. Then after weighing it out again, I realised I used the wrong beaker: supposed to use a ligher beaker. Ok, then I got it right the 3rd time
Well I finished early because hey, I’m efficient
And I improvised without knowing it. Actually we were supposed to evaporate the mixture of glycerol, gelatin and water to the correct volume, but I was blur, so I just weighed another beaker and poured the mixture into it to weigh. Apparently, from what I heard from my other friends, the evaporating process took a long long time…heee..
Ah, my pessaries turned out quite beautifully and my ointment was nice and creamy. Oh the ointment is actually quite useful because after taking a whole lot of time washing my apparatus, my finger which got burnt felt like nothing bad happened to it. Cool…
After I finished, I just helped the people around me haha. Cut their paper, remove their pessaries from the mould, wash apparatus… Pharmacy practicals are actually quite fun. It’s like cooking: just follow the instructions and you get your product. However, I think the people who use our products will suffer adverse side effects, looking at the way we do things :P
Some people were quite negative, kept saying they won’t finish and stuff like that but hey, just do just do. Pastor taught us never to give up: we can be struck down but not destroyed. Pauline said many times, that God is a positive God. So yep, definitely can finish if you just keep doing, don’t stress
It’s just a practical. And it’s fun!
normal events August 22, 2007
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Life’s not bad. I just need to wait til next wednesday to sort some things out, maybe talk to pauline or something but it’s okie, life’s still fine. Hahaha.
Think maybe I should stay in school more often. Definitely more productive there. I don’t just go to the bed and sleep whenever I feel tired or sleepy.
I just bought a whole lot of books from Attributes. I’ve about 6 books to read now. Might buy another one next weekend. Currently on the book Shine by the Newsboys. It looked cool on the shelf, had a red cover with a cool design and pages which were jagged and not smooth at the edges. So I picked it up and read a bit and just decided to buy it. They’re really sincere in the book and I like its spirit. A really good read.
Guitar playing is not bad. I’m improving. Still can’t switch to bar chords in a song very well. I’ll still pause for a while, but at least my bar chords can be heard relatively distinctly. It’s fun…I just play the guitar for an hour and not even know it until my fingers become numb.
Fell sick on monday, but I’m recovering well. Drank starfruit juice with salt, honey water, ate healthier food and prayed. Yep.
I don’t know why I’m blogging. This entry’s so unproductive haha. Normal. Ah well, normal’s good
Everything August 19, 2007
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Everything by Lifehouse
Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel You
I need to hear You
You are the light
That’s leading me
To the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You’re everything
And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?
You calm the storm
And You give me rest
You hold me in Your hand
You won’t let me fall
You still my heart
And You take my breath away
Would You take me in?
Take me deeper now
And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this? (x2)
‘Cause You’re all I want
You’re all I need
You’re everything
Everything (x4)
And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this? (x3)
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?
joyce meyer weekend/20 August 19, 2007
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I’m two decades old now. Rah… I wanna be a teenager! Hahahaha… but 20’s cool
God really has strange sense of humour
Dr Joyce Meyer was the first speaker I heard in chc after the christmas of 2005. She came to speak on the second week of last year. I remember, she spoke about loving yourself, and yep it spoke to me. She’s not really my favourite speaker, but she’s special. Haha. And she’s really good. The things she says can be applied and lived out. This weekend was very productive, not in the studying sense.
Yep. Today was good. The first person to wish me was jennifer. So cute..she tried calling me 3 times, then smsed me. I replied and she tried calling me again, so I just called her hahaha. Yep.. went for service (nothing like spending your birthday with God ya hahaha) and Joyce Meyer was wonderful. Service was great. Then the cell celebrated my birthday and we went for lunch. Nice lunch, went home after that and was so sleepy, so I fell asleep for an hour and a half. Had to force myself to get up cos I was still so sleepy after that. Checked my email, bathed, ate dinner and yep, that’s it for now haha.
Last year, my birthday was on a saturday. It was AR Bernard’s weekend. Yeah man.. God really plans everything nicely. I’m happy
Our God Reigns August 15, 2007
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Our God Reigns by Delirious?
40 million babies lost to Gods great orphanage,
It’s a modern day genocide and a modern day disgrace
If this is a human right then why aren’t we free?
The only freedom we have is in a man nailed to a tree.
100 million faces, staring at the sky,
Wondering if this HIV will ever pass us by.
The devil stole the rain and hope trickles down the plug,
But still my Chinese take away could pay for someone’s drugs.
Our God reigns, Our God reigns,
Forever your kingdom reigns.
The west has found a gun and it’s loaded with ‘unsure’
Nip and tuck if you have the bucks in a race to find a cure.
Psalm one hundred and thirty nine is the conscience to our selfish crime,
God didn’t screw up when he made you,
He’s a father who loves to parade you.
Yes he reigns, yes you reign, yes you reign,
For there is only one true God,
But we’ve lost the reins on this world,
Forgive us all, forgive us please,
As we fight for this broken world on our knees.
Delirious? is always so poetic, and yet so accurate.
God is so good August 12, 2007
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Today’s service with AR Bernard was so good man… It was power-packed! Even in the Chorus Board room watching from TV monitors, I could feel it. The message just keeps being driven in, and further in.
And I think I’ve never felt happier in my life. God is really doing a great work. He’s changing me. Overwhelming joy. And I know He’s with me, I don’t feel lonely anymore. Now I know why the psalmist said “Taste and see that the Lord is good”. I can use the guitar now in my qt. It’s wonderful being able to love God with another instrument. I can’t express how much I owe Him, how much I want to thank Him. It’s just too much
God of my forever August 11, 2007
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God Of My Forever by City Harvest Church
God of my youth I remember
Your call on my life took me over
Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand here by Your grace
On this altar I’ve written my life
Tells of a story I have with You my Lord
I want the world to know
God of my forever and forever I’m with You
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul
God of my forever and forever I will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King
God of my all I’ve surrendered
My heart finds its rest in Your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my love for you has grown
Nothing matters when You’re here with me
In the end just to hear You say “well done”
Bowing before Your throne
Forever and ever
Jesus You alone in glory reign
Forever and ever
With You I walk this narrow way
This new song is really powerful. Tonight’s service with AR Bernard was really great. His messages really almost always cause tiny explosions within me. Hahaha it’s just inspiring and I’ve learnt a lot of things. I love weekends